Regrets are important. They matter because they prevent the repetition of past blunders. In my past I was teased. I know that pain is very real and others have had to deal with it. The pain of feeling like an outcast caused me to develop a sense of humor, because as long as I could make people laugh they would accept me. Unfortunately I also learned something bad. . . I learned how to bully people and actually made a poor little dude on my school bus cry once. . . Definitely not cool. Any time pain is wrongly caused to a person there is something deeply wrong.
My regrets might have something to do with my music. My anger, my sadness, feelings of having been slandered as a human being. Something about that negetivity might have even caused some of the wacky weird things I wonder about. But I suppose it is human nature to be curious. . .
Hope and virtue also matter. We need to be happy for tomorrow as well as enjoy the good memories of our past. We need a some morals to bring us through life safely. Some of this stuff must be intuitive. But it should be nurtured and expanded. There's so many things I don't know. I need to do some work to further develop my learning capacity. I should probably deal with my stress better. . .
Blah Blah Blah. . . Yep peeps, these are my thoughts right now. . . some of you might find it interesting. . .
Maybe this kind of stuff will have something to my dream band. . .
It dosent exist yet.