I am accepting Christ all over again though he never left my side. I forgot his love and turned away because I thought he didn't care and I'd be stronger, more capable on my own. I'm still holding the wheel and always was, but I know now I'm just not strong enough on my own. Thank you Jesus for being my solace and deliverer from disrupting hurts, hang-ups, and habits. I know you, my Lord shouldered the weight and debt of sin so I don't have to. I know you will keep me safe and that your love is unconditional. I may have forgotten, I may have been stubborn, but I am loved by my heavenly maker.